I am walking through the neighborhood
―the radio wept for hours about the dead economy;
even the crows find no meat to pick from its carcass―
and I am scooping as much mud into my white winter jacket as possible.
The black and brown filth soak all over me, a stain within the perfect checkerboard of
Preordained community.
I will place this mud in my closet, throw all my clothes away,
And store your loose yard filth in the hall closet,
on top of the old carpeting.
I will pile it, walk after walk,
Until I have enough stored away to clump into land once more.
I want to collect all the mud―worms and all―every inch of land I can carry,
In worn and stretched winter jacket pockets.
Wealth is nothing,
Location, location, location is
Everything.
This mud, a handful of it, a fraction of it, a whole yard of it
Might add up to something
When I am flailing in the economic nothingness
sinking down all around me.
So do not ask me what I am doing,
You won’t miss this handful of dirt
Until it’s gone.
Scraped and bruised
by neighborhood mud,
your mud,
I am investing in my future.
